broken crutch

Affirmation on the wall
“You Got This”
three words
fix it all.

Some days it does
some days, not much
this week a worthless,
broken crutch.

when mind can’t over matter rise
what else to do with inner cries?

try to ignore – will never work
open mouth – sound like a jerk

push ahead
push ahead
wander like the living dead

all these options – what’s the right one?
I try to pick – it’s not much fun.