Suicide
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Winged Haunt
Other creatures fly with far less hope.
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Never Say “No” to Angels
Why do we push against the things we need the most?
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“If” – A Grateful Nod to Seuss
If I ran the zoo (hey, you know what? I do!)
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Ben 6.0?
Tracking my software development.
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committed
committing to commitment in various versions is differently difficult and beautifully baffling
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crying eyes cast downward
This canvas was not meant to be pierced.
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sunless solstice
celestial cycles don’t control all darkness.
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hold on tight
factory-installed
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not dead yet.
Do they ever stop breathing?
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missed dosages
now I just feel dumb.
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Feeling the Feels
Feelings are foreign to me; at least feelings over which I don’t have some sort of control.
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Sleeper, Awake.
I am currently calling us “Awake Ben” and “Sleeping Ben”, which (because I’m so clever, you know) works on a number of levels, both literally and figuratively.
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defying atrophy
look back at writings / thoughts of yore / and wonder where my / mind went.
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Breathing; space.
Working through mental illness is not about being clever. ~ In fact, it’s the opposite of clever. Sometimes you have to stop thinking in order to ever think clearly again.
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catching up
This is how It Is.
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emergence
How long can that caterpillar stay in chrysalis before it dies and can never emerge?
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For Sylvia
I am not ready for anything to happen
defying atrophy 